Getting To One-Nineteen

Getting back on track is so much easier said than done :( I exercise, I eat, sometimes I overeat, but my weight flucuates between 216-218. I’ve been stressed out, the people I work with are jerks, I had a job interview yesterday, I’m pretty sure I bombed it and I honestly do not know how I am going to get back on course. I just want to lose weight, I want to look great, I want to be out of the 200’s before the end of the year, but I am so unhappy, and I don’t understand why I can’t get past that even though I am no longer pushing myself like I did before. :/