Getting To One-Nineteen

Yesterday was a successful binge free day! :) yay me! I had a gardenburger for dinner around 4:30pm and I didn’t eat for the rest of the night. That is how I want the next year of my life to be. I’m starting to make my goal sheet for October, and I’m not going to be so hard on myself anymore. No more lose at least 3 pounds a week, no more go to the gym everyday for an hour. I an going to be healthy. I’m not going to push myself over the edge. Slow and steady wins the race. I don’t want to go slow so I’ll say moderate and steady will be just as good! :) Today is payday so yay! I might stop off at the mall after work and get my bestfriends a gift. I don’t know what I would do without them! They are wonderful to me. I weighed 218.2 this morning so maybe all the weight I thought I gained was because I was about to start my cycle? Idk anyways I’m glad that I am getting to a better place again. I really need to love myself more. Because I am worth it