January 2011
18 posts
January 10th, 2010 - 11:05pm
Today has been pretty productive. I signed up for weight watchers and managed to exercise. I did over eat but I’m working on it :)
over-fed asked: haha oh yeah. i changed my url a few months ago. i used to be ribsplease. :P
project-status asked: WAHOO!!!!!! YOUR BACK! :D
Iv checked ur blog pretty much every week since u left to see if u wrote something yet- I had faith that you would come back. We all fall off the weight loss wheel sometimes, I did for about a month. Its awesome to see u back...and considering ur message box has a lot of messages in it- I hope that keeps u reminded of the fact that people on here care about you :)
Iv checked ur blog pretty much every week since u left to see if u wrote something yet- I had faith that you would come back. We all fall off the weight loss wheel sometimes, I did for about a month. Its awesome to see u back...and considering ur message box has a lot of messages in it- I hope that keeps u reminded of the fact that people on here care about you :)
fuckyeahpomplamoose asked: Hey beautiful. I know things are rough right now- you're stressed out and the weight doesn't seem to want to come off, and lots of things are frustrating. I just wanted to say you should hang in there and keep your head up. It will get better. Next week will be better. You'll break this plateau. You'll see 215, 214, 204, 199 before you know it. Just keep making good choices....
118-2-go asked: I'm sorry your having such a hard time hun :( I really think this is all about the lifetime commitment we make. It's never going to be easy. We will always have our ups and our downs. We just have to remember it's worth pushing through. We never want to go back to THAT place again. I'm here for you if you ever need to talk/vent outside of tumblr :)
<3
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over-fed asked: hey it's been forever! how are you doing? we should start texting again... and i need to send you a gift or something since you were nice enough to send me one... it could be like a really late xmas gift... haha.
leneanonymous asked: I love your new background <3333 good luck reaching your goals!!! :)
bliink asked: you are very brave girl, you are going far, i can see that. keep going! i passed for the same that you are passing now, i was 200lbs on the start of this year, and now im 148, im normal and i like myself this way. i only changed that, because i changed my mind first, weight loss doesn't have anything with weight, i stopped hiding myself behind food, changed that, and now im changing my life,...
118-2-go asked: We are at the same weight mark! :)
onlyskinandbones asked: hey babe! how are you doing?
118-2-go asked: I miss youuu. :(
x-lovely asked: Can I see your progress blog? :D
kayraven asked: Hello dear! My name is Kristina, I'm also losing weight and blogging about it, but lately I feel like there's lack of motivation((
Would you please be so kind to let me see your progress blog? It would be lovely and so inspirational! And maybe we could be weight loss buddies))
xoxo
Would you please be so kind to let me see your progress blog? It would be lovely and so inspirational! And maybe we could be weight loss buddies))
xoxo
toomanynotes asked: Where are you? I miss your posts!
timeswillchange-deactivated2011 asked: I'm in need of some inspiration! Please can I see your progress blog? xoxo
gimmieheaduntilimdead-deactivat asked: what is your progress blog password? xo
redspunion asked: You are beautiful.
Who knows...
I’ve been off the wagon for so long I don’t even remember what its like, but I am more than ready to get back on track to get back to reaching my goals. I think I can do this right this time
October 2010
3 posts
October 7th, 2010
In an effort to truly get back on track, I feel one of the first things I NEED to do is start writing about how I feel again. Because at least this way, I am accountable for the things I do and everything is not just in my head. I have been off track for over a month and all I want is to go back to that place where I had nothing but determination and confidence that I would reach my goals because...
Getting back on track is so much easier said than done :( I exercise, I eat, sometimes I overeat, but my weight flucuates between 216-218. I’ve been stressed out, the people I work with are jerks, I had a job interview yesterday, I’m pretty sure I bombed it and I honestly do not know how I am going to get back on course. I just want to lose weight, I want to look great, I want to be...
September 2010
62 posts
September 28th, 2010
I’m feeling much better today than I have been, but I am still coughing quite a bit. You would not believe how hot it was yesterday! 111 degrees by my house and it was 113 in downtown. It was so horrible >.< Even with the AC on it was just too hot to do anything, I couldn’t even sleep. So around 7:30pm (it was like 90 by then but still really hot) Ashley, Garis, my younger sister...
September 27th, 2010
I’ve been really sick all weekend. I’m still sick, but I had to come into work today, so I thought I would take a quick minute to let you all know. I will be posting again as soon as feel better.
September 22nd, 2010
It feels good to be back on track! :) Yesterday was good. After I got off work I spent my afternoon on neopets and watching season 3 of gossip girl. I went to service, then Ashley and I went to the grocery store, bought tickets for the LA County Fair, and went to the gym for an hour. I weighed in at 217.4 this morning. I am very grateful for that, and I think today is going to be a good day :)
purebodied-deactivated20101226 asked: glad to see you're getting back on track.
you can do this, bb. <3
you can do this, bb. <3
leneanonymous asked: how are you recently? you havn't been on here much
elephantfarm asked: Thanks for the follow, lovely! I've been following your blog for a while now, and it's one of my favourites. Your weight loss is going so well, keep up the good work! :) x
thenewbabytashh asked: Thanks for the follow, hun <3
means a lot <3
means a lot <3
xf219 asked: Your still an Inspiration in my book! <3
Dont worry ive been ofcourse for a few days now but im gonna make it up with hardcore workouts today.
Much love darling <3
Dont worry ive been ofcourse for a few days now but im gonna make it up with hardcore workouts today.
Much love darling <3
September 21, 2010
Yesterday was a successful binge free day! :) yay me! I had a gardenburger for dinner around 4:30pm and I didn’t eat for the rest of the night. That is how I want the next year of my life to be. I’m starting to make my goal sheet for October, and I’m not going to be so hard on myself anymore. No more lose at least 3 pounds a week, no more go to the gym everyday for an hour. I an...
Neopets :)
If you play neopets you should add me as a friend :) My Username is Echocz.
xf219 asked: Hey mama! Thanks for following! Im impressed with how much weight you've lost. Your an inspiration to me love ;-) Please dont stop for no one and do yooo thang! ^_^
What type of work outs are you doing? Telll meee yoooo secccreeet! ;-) lol
Steph <3
What type of work outs are you doing? Telll meee yoooo secccreeet! ;-) lol
Steph <3
smaller-n-smaller asked: it just say you started following me again? Is tumblr going crazy again?
September 20th, 2010
I know I haven’t written in many days but I am trying to get back on track. I’ve been fighting with myself a lot because I keep trying to get back on track and I’m failing continuously. Have I given up because I’ve been binge eating everyday, even though I tell myself to stop? I can’t seem to stop. I try moderation, I fail. So I try starvation, big surprise I failed...
118-2-go asked: I hope you are doing okay. Haven't heard from you in awhile :(
1yr100lbs asked: Keep up the good work, you've lost over 50 pounds. THAT'S AMAZING. YOU'RE AMAZING. Weight loss can be lonely, I know. But that's what tumblr is for. I really wish you would stop using the laxitives, though. Just ignore everyone who questions what you eat when you're being healthy. Do this for you. <3
thenewbabytashh asked: do you have a progress blog? if so, I'd love to see it.
project-status asked: You are such a strong person. You should always be comfortable talking to the people on tumblr about what you are going threw. There are many people on here who have fell off the wagon when it comes to weight loss. Many many people binge and then fast or do stupid things after. Its part of the lesson you learn as you go along. Like smaller-n-smaller said, this weight loss goal should not be lonly....
starlesstare-deactivated2010092 asked: You've been working so hard.. the battle of losing weight is so challenging but yes, it's lonely. I'm sorry for the emotions you're feeling. I wish you would be able to open up to use more on tumblr. I rant all I like because people that are following either care or don't mind. I hope you'll be okay and that your hurt won't last forever. Smile if you can, it...
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My life is really screwed up, nothing ever seems to go right for any amount of time. And I am sick of everyone and everything especially myself. And I am a big liar. I write on my tumblr all the time about how healthy I am trying to be and the truth is I am not healthy at all. I try to be but most of the time I am not. I starve, then I binge out of control, then I take laxatives like its going to...
I am not the same person I was yesterday.
September 11, 2010
I’m kind of depressed today. I’m not sure why. I think I will stay in bed all day watching movies.
Things I purchased from the grocery store
• Case of Water
• Case of Coke Zero
• Case of Sugar Free Red Bull
• Box of Cinnamon Life
• Bag of Gardenburger Original Garden Burgers
I could live on just these things alone :3
September 10th, 2010
As soon as I purchase a new computer the old one starts giving me trouble :/ I had sold the computer to someone and I had to give them back their money yesterday because its acting up. My dad says when I get it up again that I should back up the harddrive to my external and just toss it. So pretty much some lucky bugger is going to get a free computer that worked perfectly fine and normal two days...
mylifeasafatgirl asked: As of today, our stats are EXACTLY the same, lol. 219.2, 5'4".
September 9th, 2010
I’m so glad it’s Thursday! :3 I hope the time goes by quickly because I honestly do not want to go to work today. I debated whether or not to call in, bit I decided to just go to work and do my job. Especially since I need the money lol. When I got home yesterday I knew I needed to clean my room but I did more than that. I rearranges everything and it looks really nice! :D I still need...
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• A friend of mine is doing an AIDS walk. I thought it would be nice to support him since I can’t be there. If you can donate, that would be awesome, if not, just send good…
September 8th, 2010
I’ve had a headache since yesterday evening and I’m not sure why :( It didn’t really start hurting until after dinner. My aunt and I had sushi and cheese bread at Houston’s. After that we went to the apple store and bought a new MacBook. Then we went to Amoeba music to see if my aunt could find some CDs she was looking for that we didn’t find in San Francisco. When I...